2026.2.08

I went to vote. Why they made us do this on such a freezing cold day? Is it for us, Japanese citizen? no no , that can't be lol

Anyways, My dad and I are just think completely differently now. I hate sitting at the same table watching election coverage with him. that might be a universal experience for young generation though.

So I ate dinner in my room tonight. Everyone else in my family (mom and brother) just blindly vote for whatever party Dad tells them to, without thinking for themselves. It's pretty unbelievable. Once, he actually said this in front of me: “Japan should close its borders.” “Women should stay home.” I was completely stunned by those comments. Having someone so close to me think like that just makes me feel trapped.

I have to move out soon anyway.

2026.1.24

I'm totally obsessed with "Interview With The Vampire" of TV series. I absolutely love the toxic love and hate relationship between Louis and Lestat. I really really like them .

And finally, I ended up buying the original novel by Anne Rice. English is difficult,but I bought it. I'm such an idiot (´;ω;) On the right of the photo is the book my mom bought when the film (1994) was released! She had it at her parents' house, so she gave it to me. Lucky me! (^^)!

2026.1.16

I sailed the seven seas and finally found my treasure I’d always been looking for, but it was only in English, with no translation. Though English is difficult, I poured my passion into reading it, struggling through every word.

My BL cravings make me feel like a pirate, exploring uncharted territory. I always return to my country carrying a lot of knowledge of inappropriate words I don’t need.

2026.1.10

I started watching Heated Rivalry, and i'm so excited almost screaming. I convinced I wasn't born in the wrong generation, because I've reached an era where romance shows like this can be released.

It's hard to watch with English subtitles, but tha fact i'm craving this show makes me trying hard. the things I can have a passion for reading or watching in English is always BL lol. and the funny thing is I can read and learn them easier than some random textbook-like reading.