2026.03.14

I’m a little sad, because my trip has been cancelled. Me and my friends planed to go traveling to Korea, and We alreday had booked hotel and plane.

But,my friend's mom is so conservative, and she against her daughter going to other countries while this international affairs.

But, you know, korea! it's the closest country to Japan, it's not so being related to recent war. It's not china (China and Japan are in a state of tension.), or mid-western countries….

Plus, so many Japanese tourists visit Korea every year, and there are a lot of hotel or service of Japanse company.

She is from countryside, and her family seems having a conservative mindset, but she is an independent working adult.That was unexpected.

My mouth was already filled with the taste of Tteokbokki (T_T)

2026.03.01

Bossa Nova cover of Smells like teen sprit was playing at a family restaurant. That feels off, and I almost laugh. If Kurt heard it, what would he think.

2026.2.28

February is already over. Time goes by so fast (T_T). I went out a lot this month, so I want to look back on it! (^^)!

From January 31st to February 1st, I went to Fukuoka with a friend to see SMtown!

It was Taeyong's first comeback after military service, and the crowd went wild. It really reminded me he’s the father of NCT. What surprised me was how, the moment Taeyong came back, it suddenly felt like NCT 127 was truly back.

Honestly, last year’s SMTOWN in Tokyo felt like something slightly different without Taeyong. But the instant he returned, I thought, “Ah, this is 127.” Of course, even now it still feels incomplete without DoJaeJung, but it was amazing how much the atmosphere changed just because Taeyong came back.

I can’t explain the reason well with just words. But I realized again that he is truly the center of NCT.

TMotsunabe with Mentaiko was delicious btw (*^^)v

Also, during the trip, I caused some trouble for my friend and felt really sorry about it. Even though I messed up, she was kind to me (T_T) Plus, we have such similar tastes, so it was a really fun trip. I’m really happy to be friends with her.

On the 15th, I went to a long-established cake shop in Kunitachi called “Shirojuji”(白十字）. It’s a famous traditional cake shop, and the cakes weren’t too sweet—they were so good! No unnecessary extras, simple tastes, and that is the best (#^^#)

The music note chocolate plate was so cute♪

On the 16th, I went to Taeyong’s solo concert. I luckily got an insanely good seat, and I felt like I had already used up all my luck for 2026 lol.

I didn’t need to look at the big screen like I usually do at concerts. I watched everything with my own eyes, and I was so happy. His dancing and rapping were so cool and flawless. He looked amazing!!

His last concert in Korea before enlistment felt more serious and emotional, but this time, he seemed much more relaxed. He was chatty and really cute.

Anyway, Taeyong looked like he was having so much fun, and that made it even more enjoyable. I got to see a friend I hadn’t met in a while, and we even made plans to go to Korea together, which made me really happy!

On the 19th, I went to a PinkPantheress concert. She was soooo cute! I was surprised because she sang while dancing more than I expected. The plaid visuals, the very British-style production, and her outfits all made it really fun visually.

Her performance somehow reminded me of Tommy february6. And DJ joe was also super hyped and fun - I always like how her fan says he is a reincarnation of her purse lol

Also, I think the key to her songs is the drums, and they were played live. The fast, intense beats combined with her sweet voice created a really nice contrast. That hit me emotionally.

Btw, I brought the photocard of Haechan lol. It's because Haechan is Pink's ult bias. Since We’re both NCTzens and the same age, I feel some kind of connection to her (T_T). Apparently there were other NCTzens at the venue too! I even saw people on Twitter who brought those big green lightsticks lol

So yeah, February was super busy with lots of fun. It wasn’t all fun though — I lost my wallet and made a huge mistake at work, so it was kind of a rough month too (T_T). March will be busy again with a dance event. I’ll do my best!

2026.2.08

I went to vote. Why they made us do this on such a freezing cold day? Is it for us, Japanese citizen? no no , that can't be lol

Anyways, My dad and I are just think completely differently now. I hate sitting at the same table watching election coverage with him. that might be a universal experience for young generation though.

So I ate dinner in my room tonight. Everyone else in my family (mom and brother) just blindly vote for whatever party Dad tells them to, without thinking for themselves. It's pretty unbelievable. Once, he actually said this in front of me: “Japan should close its borders.” “Women should stay home.” I was completely stunned by those comments. Having someone so close to me think like that just makes me feel trapped.

2026.1.24

I'm totally obsessed with "Interview With The Vampire" of TV series. I absolutely love the toxic love and hate relationship between Louis and Lestat. I really really like them .

And finally, I ended up buying the original novel by Anne Rice. English is difficult,but I bought it. I'm such an idiot (´;ω;) On the right of the photo is the book my mom bought when the film (1994) was released! She had it at her parents' house, so she gave it to me. Lucky me! (^^)!

2026.1.16

I sailed the seven seas and finally found my treasure I’d always been looking for, but it was only in English, with no translation. Though English is difficult, I poured my passion into reading it, struggling through every word.

My BL cravings make me feel like a pirate, exploring uncharted territory. I always return to my country carrying a lot of knowledge of inappropriate words I don’t need.

2026.1.10

I started watching Heated Rivalry, and i'm so excited almost screaming. I convinced I wasn't born in the wrong generation, because I've reached an era where romance shows like this can be released.

It's hard to watch with English subtitles, but tha fact i'm craving this show makes me trying hard. the things I can have a passion for reading or watching in English is always BL lol. and the funny thing is I can read and learn them easier than some random textbook-like reading.